Friday. My favorite day of the week, it's like the final day of a week long prison sentence and you just can't wait for the clock to struck 5.
But today, it was different. All the excitement of Friday, the long anticipation for this particular day was gone. I was feeling down, down, down, so low, low, low.
I don't even know where to start. I reached office on time, as usual, unlike Mr. W and started off with
Suddenly my brain forced me into thinking about all the troubles surrounding me. It ran on auto-pilot to give me a Power Point presentation of my troubled times.
Troubles. Emotions ran wild. Thoughts of all my past hurts came knocking on my door. Memories of tears running through my eyes. All the pains of yesterday came back haunting my mind.
I dug deeper, trying to decipher what was the source of the pain. Was it girl problem? No. Work stress? I gotta be kidding myself. Family? Maybe, but it's all good for now. I couldn't find an answer. I was overcame by tons of emotions. For a moment I could understand the term moodswing and PMS.
I'm depressed. For no reason. God help me. I need a bridge over the troubled water.